i am going to write a book.

im not sure what., maybe a book of lists

i make lots of lists

the first thing i am going to do is make a book of lists, like poems, and maybe illustrate it. but is that copying the pillowbook? i guess i dont mind that.

here is stuff from

February 07

smoking pieces of cloves, ............ saying what you want, sometimes, .......... carmex, clear coats of lacquer, blankets, comix, releasing, rainy incense, free pot, saving money but never having any, the army supply store jackets, shitty snow crunch, miso soup, being tired of being alone at night, not answering your telephone, not answering my telephone. old spice deodorant, lacking freshness, blinks, turn the volume down, later loudly as it goes, lying flat, back cracks, thick scarves, growing longer fingers, q-tip swabbing, gray wool sweaters, sloppy hair, top lid liner, keds, ink and stamps, water soluble, librarian, typist, fast, black and white movies, lots

statistics with guillaume,

wouldn't you like me to illustrate the months for you. maybe i will...
but would it be wrong to go back in time and make some up- i mean, i have some diaries, but they are so mishmashed and incomplete...