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take in it

Atlanta Thanksgiving wasn't so bad this time around
talked with Mason about writing a shitty book about birds
"The eastern bluebird lines it's nest with grass and plant material then lays 2-7 pale blue-white eggs."

new round of job / fellowship applications

aunt sue, i love you
and want to do another roadtrip to Palatka



i need to get some photos developed


going to miami
breathing easier

music for nothing myself

i made a mix for no one / everyone

love, emily


1. romeo void - never say never
2. beat happening - teenage caveman
3. girls - lust for life
4. leonard cohen - is this what you wanted?  
4. nina simone - suzanne
5. beach boys - i'm waiting for the day
6. ESG - you make no sense 
7. screaming females - boyfriend 
8. kurt vile - freak train
9. marine girls - in love 
9. beat happening - i spy 
9. the fall - oh! brother 
10. the smiths - still ill 
11. sort sol & lydia lunch - as she weeps
12. devo - uncontrolable urge
13. woods - holes

romeo void - never say never

("teenage caveman" isn't on youtube so instead this is "bad seeds")

girls - lust for life (dir. aaron buttig / all the versions of this video are amazing)

(leonard cohen "is this what you wanted?" isn't here. this is nina simone covering "suzanne")

screaming females - boyfriend 

kurt vile - freak train

sort sol & lydia lunch

devo - uncontrolable urge
this bitch talks too much 

tattoo

   Tattoo
by Wallace Stevens


 The light is like a spider.
 It crawls over the water.
 It crawls over the edges of the snow.
 It crawls under your eyelids
 And spreads its webs there--
 Its two webs.

 The webs of your eyes
 Are fastened
 To the flesh and bones of you
 As to rafters of grass.

 There are filaments of your eyes
 On the surface of the water
 And in the edges of the snow.

depths

fillings in notebooks /
i need more fillings in my teeth

you gonna be at the vice thing on halloween?
i had really wanted to see phil elvrum at market hotel. maybe ill still figure that out. the little prince wasn't really going anywhere as a costume idea/ need to think up a replacement fast.
tryna get some xxxxxxxxx too.  i feel a smile.

trying to make a list of thoughtful ways to waste my own time.......

smells

sometimes, without warning or clear cause, i smell you. it's cheap.
like hamster shavings, sweat, your parent's house, old spice. and an ounce of something on fire.

poverty

1998. Watching this music video alone in my room was probably my first sexual experience.

the new yorker

I never used to read the New Yorker, but I do now. I did today.

Often, I do not understand the cartoons.

o

i miss him,

i miss myself

JOE BRAINARD

Joe Brainard is the best thing that's happened to me this month.

I love him, the "I Remembers", and of course, the Nancys

doubt

does this look like Woody Allen or Andy Warhol to you?

-Sarah C

last season

as close to exactly one year ago as I can be

October 2008

dedication

linus

I don't believe in love.

Yo no creo en amor.

oui

Grates, October 2009

mugri

Service, September 2009

murray

Murray, August 2009



This is Joe's dog Murray. He needs help brushing his hair. 

of recent

losing a friend
not having a ride
self-absorbed
baking things to make the air smell better
hurrying and waiting
talking to jilda
where is my line
should i stay
and wait for your letter
you don't know me anymore
hollow sirens
severe faced witch
i left our topless pumpkins out in the rain, surely they have rotted
we will just have to make new ones

i hope that black lipstick is made out of something toxic

we are one step closer to an aids vaccine but i still write about microbials

Calm

I just want to read and write and
be calm.
be closer to something like perfect.